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It’s only too often that we say, “What are you doing?”, “I have absolutely nothing to do,” and “I am so bored”. Ask yourself- are you one of them?
Yes, yes... i am super bored now..
So, after much wondering and pondering, I decided that it’s time for me to change my present lifestyle, seriously! My daily routines for November have been spending hours mindlessly in front of computer, after then lunch, then back to spend a couple more hours in computer, and finally sleep. In the end, all I get in return is Bad Eye-Sight damnnn! And i am only wasting my time...So pathetic…
TIME FOR A CHANGE! ! !
Exigency Level- Critical!
But how?
*took out guitar and thought for a second, put it back, and now i am here typing an entry.
Man so hard to plan my time with something else, something productive. When we have lots of homework and with exam around the corner, we complain that time is running out, we are all so stressed up and just wish that we have more free time to do other stuff. Yet when we are free, we wish to have something or more work to do. Sounds ironic, isn't it?
But then again, where the hell am i going to find something worth spending time for! Taking just how a day passes, I am already in trouble deciding what to do and I just simply can’t think of any. Obviously I am lazing around all day doing nothing but in front of the computer. Do you know how does it feel like? SUCKS! It sucks, really! And whilst I am killing my time in it, I am killing my life at the same time. And it just shows the fact that I have no life! Whatever it is, guess I just shouldn't stay too much in front of the computer, it’s not worth it. Yesterday I have spent 7 hours in computer lol. I really wonder how some people seem to have their life full of energy and things to do. They are all alive and never for a moment feel dull, bored or sorry for themselves. They seem to be doing something all the time. And their life seems to made up of different colours whilst mine only consist of one. How leh? teach me...
Okay la, enough of talking here lah. It’s not good to exceed limits, you know? What are you doing leh?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________