Saturday, November 29, 2008
Looking back, I could still remember firmly the days of November. It all seems like only yesterday. Just two more days… and will be the end of November and the beginning of December. MEANING- one month left, after which will be 2009 and everything will be different completely and completely different.
Wow… time seems to pass rather fast when you are having all the fun and without you realising it. How I wish time would abruptly grind to a halt. Yet, it didn’t, nor it would slow down for a second. Life still goes on like everything else.And whilst each second ticks by, I am killing it! I am idling away all my time! WHY? Because I wonder if I would have such free time ever again. Can you imagine life in Form 5? Well, I kinda foresee it now! Nightmare hey!! (Nolah, scare you nia, don’t be scare)
There is this diminutive creature with 1 head, 4 legs, 2 eyes and shaped like a dog..... Dogs? of course that's what i mean. So let’s get straight to the point. There are dogs in front, at the back, right, and left side of my house. If I were to count, there are at least 10 dogs in my vicinity. So, how unfortunate I am I will tell you… the dogs here are quite ‘different’- different in such a way that they bark not only at people, cars, cats that cross their path, but something else here. See if you can guess it right.... (of course, they don’t bark at the moon, don’t be stupid). But whenever music flitted across their ears, they bark!! In the most pathetic tones of voice!! That is also one thing that annoys me a whole lot! Whenever I bring out my guitar and start playing a song, they bark. The dogs bark. All together. I always thought the dogs bark because I play like kanasai but for no reason too, this happens when my sister plays her piano. They are the dogs of music!! They seem to have the human musical brain! hoohoo! -. - ' (lame leh?)
However, there is only one cat in my neighborhood. Sooo many dogs but only one cat. Sounds unbalance? Yes! I really pity the cat man seeing it stranded all day in its house. So helpless... hahahaha....Dogs rule!
Might all just be my imagination…
Pls tell me you can see the signature below my post...no... it's gone again..oh man! why can't you just...appear?
Sorry to inform you that this place may go blogdead for several days. But don’t worry, it’s just a few days and I will be back from Penang next Sunday. So whilst I am on my wonderful trip, here's something to let you see, something for you to devour, something for your eyes to be feasted on!
Bask in it, Savour it, and FEEL it!
For those of you who have never listened to Tommy Emmanuel's songs, no matter what kind of music you think you like, quite possibly the biggest mistake you have made to not start listening to Tommy Emmanuel now! In addition to being an outstanding entertainer, Tommy Emmanuel is simply a superb guitarist. Now I still working on some of his songs, but I will be ecstatic if I can play that well!! =)
Enjoy and have a nice day!
~listen with your heart~:p
Dogs are really ‘barky’. They are such a yippy barkers and occasional nuisance that they bark really loud at almost anything- when they see more dogs, people, cats or even cars passing through them, regardless of the time (even in the middle of the night). They are just over protective. It is true that dogs look after their home. But they simply just misunderstand the true meaning of ‘their home’. They take ‘their home’ as the whole Taman. Apparently you haven't seen the dogs in my neighborhood! They stand right there and stare at you the moment you step out of your house and start chasing you. It is as if you are an intruder to ‘their home’, or rather, ‘their taman’.
Another thing is that they will poop and pee around your house; (even in your house or simply just on top of your slippers) these creatures have to be potty trained!
What is even worse is the aggressive dog that is loose. This is more than unacceptable, it can be criminal. The aggressive dog that bites or threatens to bite put the safety of the passerby at stake! When you are bitten by dogs, you have the possibility of contracting dogs’ diseases.
Alright, they stop barking at last. I can continue gaming in peace, finally.
I HATE DOGS!!
where the hell are all the nice musics damnit!?
This afternoon went for badminton. I met one small little boy (probably just primary two) whose mother is a teacher in keh seng. I was impressed to see the way he plays badminton. Pro? yes! and i heard he is under training in NBA. Perfect timing, fast movement, fast smashes, strong defence and all. Except for the fact the he is short =) , even shorter than the net, and i took advantage of that(still managed to win because of his teammate). haha.. Hope he will go next week so i can improve my skill.
I'm listening to Lincoln Brewster now. Thanks to Johannan for sending me their songs. Now the music keeps on running in my head. "In youuu, in you i find my peace~ "
For some obscure reason, I WANT TO LEARN JAPANESE!! Hoping to have somebody in Japanese club to teach me, but too bad they don't even know how to speak correctly. Perhaps my cousin can guide me, he is quite good at it.
I miss my sister! I miss my grandmother in Penang! And I am looking forward to both the trip to Indonesia and Penang!
YAWN. Enough of talking here. Eh? What? So tomorrow am i going to school? I will be so bored in school. So what? Okay, i will go. What?! No kidding man? What am i talking about? I'm just too tired. NANI?!
School for today-rather bored. So we actually gambled in class. Oh... please don’t come after me because we were playing merely Uno cards!! Hahaha! =)
Today there was a spotcheck. I remember the last time we had it was due to some money lost in our class. So the spotcheck went on well until a MP3 containing the school magazine stuff was spotted. We actually told the prefect about it and when the prefect was about to give back to the owner the head prefect came in. Unbeknownst to him, he rampas the MP3 and walked out of the classroom with great satisfaction until some of us told him about it. Then he crapped something up saying that MP3 is still MP3 and wanted to ask the Hem about it. I was wondering why the prefects are hesitating about their actions. Was it so hard for him to change his mind? Was it because of his post and lest that he would lose face if he did? One more thing, the prefects are always confiscating student’s liquid paper but they use it without being caught. How fair is that huh? Are prefects really different from us student? Are they not abide by the school rules? Is it true that they have the advantages?
“True leaders don’t abuse their power to show their superiority. True leaders use their power for responsibility and get that into your head!”
Today I had spent almost RM4!! Damn!!
This is what I thought…
How? I mean how the heck do all these things happen?
All at once…happened almost at the same time…
Together with all your lies, perfect lies…
Your well-laid plans…
You betrayed our friendship…
Maybe we aren’t friends anymore…
Or maybe it’s just a mistake knowing you…
You choose to be anonymous…
You tried to break off the friendship of others…
You choose the different route…
But still, we couldn't forget your evil deeds…
You couldn't have us to forget the matter…
And you make it sounds like we are accusing you…
You make yourself looks innocent…
Whatever it is…
It has become too complicated from a simple matter...
Until it has become dumb, stupid and incorrigible...
Maybe I shouldn't’t even care...
Not now… not in the future…
Maybe I shouldn't’t even know you in the first place...
I don’t know…
and i don't care!
We all feel great to be complimented, right? And most often, we are complimented for something good or for the good qualities that are planted within ourselves. Academics results are no exception. Some people are complimented for their excellent results. Success comes only after prolonged effort- this is an undisputed statement. And I have found this to be repeatedly verified in my life. If you don’t want to work hard, then DAMN IT be prepared to get bad results. If you want to be called the cream of the milk, then work hard! There is no other way, and there is no shortcut for that! Who do you think you are? A person who invariably getting good results without sweating out for it?
Let’s dampen the mood abit. Let’s touch on the sensitivity of speech today, I simply detest, despise people who have done something wrong but dare not to face the consequences of their actions and instead, do what most yellow streak would have done-turn and walk away, waving aside all the troubles he/she had caused. Forgetting the matter isn’t going to solve the problem. What you have done is still wrong. To make the matter worse, you coupled it with great lies and saying that people accusing you for no reason. You pretended that you are innocent but in actual fact you are not. This is random and is not targeted to anyone. But I just wanna say it. I have the rights to say what I want! (you know who is the 'you')
Sometimes, we really have to be mean if we are to truly help a person. And sometimes, we really need to be careful to a person who keeps everything to himself/herself because we don’t know what he/she might be thinking. The person might be very good to you but do something bad about you behind your back. I felt strongly that people should be responsible for their deeds, for what they have done.
A lot of unpleasant things had happened of late. Was it all a plan? Are we all pawns in her mind, completely under controlled of her lies?
-Quite moody, cannot deny it. It’s not about academics results or what. Somehow, something within me is telling me that I should feel sad, depressed. Something, perhaps the other part of me- my ‘kiasuness’. I heard it calling me. I heard it telling me not to give up. I heard it lecturing me for my laziness. I heard it all. And whilst my failure is pulling me down and down, it’s the kiasuness that hold me firmly onto ground, giving me strength and all and keep telling me that I should persevere through in spite of my failure. Sounds crazy, I know.
Physics, pulled me down to hell!! Damnit! Whose fault is this?! Damnit! And who’s there to teach me when I don’t understand a thing? And see what I mean? Next year better hope I get a good physics teacher or else my time would be wasted on the crucial year.
No! now I don’t see why I should feel sad because this is what I deserved. Guess I will have to bear the terrible results till next year. And yes, next year I shall do better. No! NO!! Next year I shall be the BEST!
I am feeling damn pissed right now because I know somebody is laughing his head off!! At my failure!!!
OHMYGAWSH! Not again?! Yes, obviously, another blackout in my area. I think this is the fourth time within these two months. Then I started to think, what would happen if it happened during the exams term? Would I end up going to school without a single knowledge in my head? Would I sit for the paper whilst drawing craps and not doing the questions? Failed badly? Yes, any of the above mentioned is possible to happen if blackout did occur during exams term. Ask myself- why am I allowing all these to happen? I mean, why am I always study at the last minute? Sounds ironic aren’t it? Desperately wanting to achieve excellent results but don’t wanna sweat out for it. Things would be better off now if i had planned my time wisely. As for my Physics, would have made it if I tried to attempt some questions. Well, whatever. Don’t wanna think about it now. It just makes me feel even guiltier.
So where was i? Blackout, right? Yes, I was watching TV and imagine my feeling at that moment- it’s the same as when you’re watching your favorite show, somebody turn it off, or rather, switch it to a different channel. I looked around me, it was even blacker than black as you can see in the picture (I shall refer blackness as darkness). Even the street lights are off- there’s no source of light or whatever you could possibly see it in the dark. Nothing was in sight. Somehow, my mom managed to get some candles in the kitchen and lit it up. (Wonder how she did it LOL).
Oh! What is that? 
|23:09|
Whether you like it or not, whether you believe it or not, and whether you accept it or not, November is coming to an end! And there’s nothing you can do about it. Pleaassee don't end...
Looking back, I could still remember firmly the days of November. It all seems like only yesterday. Just two more days… and will be the end of November and the beginning of December. MEANING- one month left, after which will be 2009 and everything will be different completely and completely different.
Wow… time seems to pass rather fast when you are having all the fun and without you realising it. How I wish time would abruptly grind to a halt. Yet, it didn’t, nor it would slow down for a second. Life still goes on like everything else.And whilst each second ticks by, I am killing it! I am idling away all my time! WHY? Because I wonder if I would have such free time ever again. Can you imagine life in Form 5? Well, I kinda foresee it now! Nightmare hey!! (Nolah, scare you nia, don’t be scare)
Don’t wanna think so much ahead lah.
Leave the past in the past, leave the future in the future and enjoy the present of the present!!!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, November 28, 2008
|00:20|
I've just finished reading a book called More Than A Carpenter by Josh McDowell. A book aboutJesus Christ but then i have this question comes to my head after reading....
If a person puts his trust in Christ, does that make him a Christian?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
|17:30|
Now, I'm gonna tell you something extraordinary here, something incredulous, something perhaps brilliant in a way that you could hardly believe it (and you probably won’t believe it at all).
There is this diminutive creature with 1 head, 4 legs, 2 eyes and shaped like a dog..... Dogs? of course that's what i mean. So let’s get straight to the point. There are dogs in front, at the back, right, and left side of my house. If I were to count, there are at least 10 dogs in my vicinity. So, how unfortunate I am I will tell you… the dogs here are quite ‘different’- different in such a way that they bark not only at people, cars, cats that cross their path, but something else here. See if you can guess it right.... (of course, they don’t bark at the moon, don’t be stupid). But whenever music flitted across their ears, they bark!! In the most pathetic tones of voice!! That is also one thing that annoys me a whole lot! Whenever I bring out my guitar and start playing a song, they bark. The dogs bark. All together. I always thought the dogs bark because I play like kanasai but for no reason too, this happens when my sister plays her piano. They are the dogs of music!! They seem to have the human musical brain! hoohoo! -. - ' (lame leh?)
However, there is only one cat in my neighborhood. Sooo many dogs but only one cat. Sounds unbalance? Yes! I really pity the cat man seeing it stranded all day in its house. So helpless... hahahaha....Dogs rule!
Might all just be my imagination…
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
|17:45|
BUSY with the signature thingy. Notice it?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, November 24, 2008
|17:15|
Okay, let me tell you about my Penang trip concisely…Perhaps, hy, you would like to know about it…
Day 1
Reached there earlier than expected. Glad to hear from my grandma and aunt that I am growing taller. (taller than last year?) Well, that got me thinking. I was stunned for few seconds. Perhaps because we hadn’t seen each other for one whole year, they became oblivious of my height. When I looked at the mirror, I don’t seem to be growing taller but thinner. Or am I stunted?
Day 2
We went to the temple and pray after our visit to mydead grandfather. That took more than 2 hours.Then without wasting a second, we headed for the Batu Ferringi. To tell the truth, that was my first time to Batu Ferringi despite the annual trip to Penang.
Day 3
Early in the morning was awakened by my mom. Wait a second! Where were we going? Weren't we supposed to be sleeping and resting? I should have known better. Shopping is like a matter of course to my mom. So yes, we went shopping after breakfast Zzz… let’ see, 5 hours? 6 hours of shopping? Yep, and to tell the truth, I have dreaded shopping ever since I was a kid. Trudging around from shop to shop is not my idea of fun and I find it a boring, gruelling activity. Not to mention it’s a sheer waste of time.Waste my time eh?
Day 4
Shopping from the early morning to 3pm. Felt relieved but tiring. Went straight to visit my uncle in Penang. He has these two dogs in his house. One is able to jump continuously without the other two legs touching the ground and the other can walk with two legs for quite a distance (sry i din take photo of the dogs) Dogs bite! but I was impressed. And yeah, and we went around visiting relatives there.
Day 5
All the way back to Melaka!
Day 1
Reached there earlier than expected. Glad to hear from my grandma and aunt that I am growing taller. (taller than last year?) Well, that got me thinking. I was stunned for few seconds. Perhaps because we hadn’t seen each other for one whole year, they became oblivious of my height. When I looked at the mirror, I don’t seem to be growing taller but thinner. Or am I stunted?
Day 2
We went to the temple and pray after our visit to my
Day 3
Early in the morning was awakened by my mom. Wait a second! Where were we going? Weren't we supposed to be sleeping and resting? I should have known better. Shopping is like a matter of course to my mom. So yes, we went shopping after breakfast Zzz… let’ see, 5 hours? 6 hours of shopping? Yep, and to tell the truth, I have dreaded shopping ever since I was a kid. Trudging around from shop to shop is not my idea of fun and I find it a boring, gruelling activity. Not to mention it’s a sheer waste of time.
Day 4
Shopping from the early morning to 3pm. Felt relieved but tiring. Went straight to visit my uncle in Penang. He has these two dogs in his house. One is able to jump continuously without the other two legs touching the ground and the other can walk with two legs for quite a distance (sry i din take photo of the dogs) Dogs bite! but I was impressed. And yeah, and we went around visiting relatives there.
Day 5
All the way back to Melaka!
PENANG FOOD ROCKS!!
some photos of of batu ferringi
some photos of of batu ferringi
note the last photo is very much different from the others because that's the best part of the beach and it's way too far..(near the hotel there)
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
|18:08|
Hello people,
Sorry to inform you that this place may go blogdead for several days. But don’t worry, it’s just a few days and I will be back from Penang next Sunday. So whilst I am on my wonderful trip, here's something to let you see, something for you to devour, something for your eyes to be feasted on!
Bask in it, Savour it, and FEEL it!
For those of you who have never listened to Tommy Emmanuel's songs, no matter what kind of music you think you like, quite possibly the biggest mistake you have made to not start listening to Tommy Emmanuel now! In addition to being an outstanding entertainer, Tommy Emmanuel is simply a superb guitarist. Now I still working on some of his songs, but I will be ecstatic if I can play that well!! =)
Enjoy and have a nice day!
~listen with your heart~:p
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, November 17, 2008
|18:24|
I am unduly frustrated right now!! All so because my neighbourhood is a milieu for noise. Darnit! Stupid dogs creating hell of a noise out there. Argh!! There they went again. Disturbing my peace and certainly ruin the serenity. It’s not that I could tolerate it. The perpetual, incessant din made by the dogs can drive you crazy!
Dogs are really ‘barky’. They are such a yippy barkers and occasional nuisance that they bark really loud at almost anything- when they see more dogs, people, cats or even cars passing through them, regardless of the time (even in the middle of the night). They are just over protective. It is true that dogs look after their home. But they simply just misunderstand the true meaning of ‘their home’. They take ‘their home’ as the whole Taman. Apparently you haven't seen the dogs in my neighborhood! They stand right there and stare at you the moment you step out of your house and start chasing you. It is as if you are an intruder to ‘their home’, or rather, ‘their taman’.
Another thing is that they will poop and pee around your house; (even in your house or simply just on top of your slippers) these creatures have to be potty trained!
What is even worse is the aggressive dog that is loose. This is more than unacceptable, it can be criminal. The aggressive dog that bites or threatens to bite put the safety of the passerby at stake! When you are bitten by dogs, you have the possibility of contracting dogs’ diseases.
Alright, they stop barking at last. I can continue gaming in peace, finally.
I HATE DOGS!!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, November 14, 2008
|23:18|
I'm yearning for some acoustic songs to play right now...
where the hell are all the nice musics damnit!?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Thursday, November 13, 2008
|22:57|
School just sucks man! I had nothing better else to do. Can you imagine spending 6 and a half hour in school doing nothing? No teaching in class (except for additional maths and chemistry, the teacher damn semangat to teach), and no activity at all! But, all thanks to shukee for spending the last hour playing Chinese chess with me because i would have gone back home before time. Darn! i have to attend school tomorrow because I've got some stuff to do. Last day of school anyway, i wonder if i will miss my friends during the long term holidays.
This afternoon went for badminton. I met one small little boy (probably just primary two) whose mother is a teacher in keh seng. I was impressed to see the way he plays badminton. Pro? yes! and i heard he is under training in NBA. Perfect timing, fast movement, fast smashes, strong defence and all. Except for the fact the he is short =) , even shorter than the net, and i took advantage of that(still managed to win because of his teammate). haha.. Hope he will go next week so i can improve my skill.
I'm listening to Lincoln Brewster now. Thanks to Johannan for sending me their songs. Now the music keeps on running in my head. "In youuu, in you i find my peace~ "
For some obscure reason, I WANT TO LEARN JAPANESE!! Hoping to have somebody in Japanese club to teach me, but too bad they don't even know how to speak correctly. Perhaps my cousin can guide me, he is quite good at it.
I miss my sister! I miss my grandmother in Penang! And I am looking forward to both the trip to Indonesia and Penang!
YAWN. Enough of talking here. Eh? What? So tomorrow am i going to school? I will be so bored in school. So what? Okay, i will go. What?! No kidding man? What am i talking about? I'm just too tired. NANI?!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
|18:03|
Recently, I am hooked on to a new interest- Photoshop CS3. Thanks to Desmond for giving me the software. It’s a software for editing photographs and graphic. I am kinda addicted to it lol!! There are so many to learn and so many functions that I have not come to explore yet. So yea, it is a cool software and I think that is something worthwhile. I am still learning though.
School for today-rather bored. So we actually gambled in class. Oh... please don’t come after me because we were playing merely Uno cards!! Hahaha! =)
Today there was a spotcheck. I remember the last time we had it was due to some money lost in our class. So the spotcheck went on well until a MP3 containing the school magazine stuff was spotted. We actually told the prefect about it and when the prefect was about to give back to the owner the head prefect came in. Unbeknownst to him, he rampas the MP3 and walked out of the classroom with great satisfaction until some of us told him about it. Then he crapped something up saying that MP3 is still MP3 and wanted to ask the Hem about it. I was wondering why the prefects are hesitating about their actions. Was it so hard for him to change his mind? Was it because of his post and lest that he would lose face if he did? One more thing, the prefects are always confiscating student’s liquid paper but they use it without being caught. How fair is that huh? Are prefects really different from us student? Are they not abide by the school rules? Is it true that they have the advantages?
“True leaders don’t abuse their power to show their superiority. True leaders use their power for responsibility and get that into your head!”
Today I had spent almost RM4!! Damn!!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, November 10, 2008
|23:24|
After I have received a call, or rather, my mom…
This is what I thought…
How? I mean how the heck do all these things happen?
All at once…happened almost at the same time…
Together with all your lies, perfect lies…
Your well-laid plans…
You betrayed our friendship…
Maybe we aren’t friends anymore…
Or maybe it’s just a mistake knowing you…
You choose to be anonymous…
You tried to break off the friendship of others…
You choose the different route…
But still, we couldn't forget your evil deeds…
You couldn't have us to forget the matter…
And you make it sounds like we are accusing you…
You make yourself looks innocent…
Whatever it is…
It has become too complicated from a simple matter...
Until it has become dumb, stupid and incorrigible...
Maybe I shouldn't’t even care...
Not now… not in the future…
Maybe I shouldn't’t even know you in the first place...
I don’t know…
and i don't care!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, November 7, 2008
|17:17|
Temptation shows no discrimination for everyone can and will be tempted in one way or another throughout our lives. It is during such moments that our principles and values in life are challenged and through our respective responses, our characters revealed. With time, we know more about a person and understand him/her better. When temptation and time are linked together, we will be able to discover one’s sordid and shoddy past, or rather, present!
We all feel great to be complimented, right? And most often, we are complimented for something good or for the good qualities that are planted within ourselves. Academics results are no exception. Some people are complimented for their excellent results. Success comes only after prolonged effort- this is an undisputed statement. And I have found this to be repeatedly verified in my life. If you don’t want to work hard, then DAMN IT be prepared to get bad results. If you want to be called the cream of the milk, then work hard! There is no other way, and there is no shortcut for that! Who do you think you are? A person who invariably getting good results without sweating out for it?
Let’s dampen the mood abit. Let’s touch on the sensitivity of speech today, I simply detest, despise people who have done something wrong but dare not to face the consequences of their actions and instead, do what most yellow streak would have done-turn and walk away, waving aside all the troubles he/she had caused. Forgetting the matter isn’t going to solve the problem. What you have done is still wrong. To make the matter worse, you coupled it with great lies and saying that people accusing you for no reason. You pretended that you are innocent but in actual fact you are not. This is random and is not targeted to anyone. But I just wanna say it. I have the rights to say what I want! (you know who is the 'you')
Sometimes, we really have to be mean if we are to truly help a person. And sometimes, we really need to be careful to a person who keeps everything to himself/herself because we don’t know what he/she might be thinking. The person might be very good to you but do something bad about you behind your back. I felt strongly that people should be responsible for their deeds, for what they have done.
A lot of unpleasant things had happened of late. Was it all a plan? Are we all pawns in her mind, completely under controlled of her lies?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Thursday, November 6, 2008
|19:39|
Today if you happen to be around the school, you would have seen the ‘fastest pace’ of walking in school- straight to the toilet.
-Quite moody, cannot deny it. It’s not about academics results or what. Somehow, something within me is telling me that I should feel sad, depressed. Something, perhaps the other part of me- my ‘kiasuness’. I heard it calling me. I heard it telling me not to give up. I heard it lecturing me for my laziness. I heard it all. And whilst my failure is pulling me down and down, it’s the kiasuness that hold me firmly onto ground, giving me strength and all and keep telling me that I should persevere through in spite of my failure. Sounds crazy, I know.
Physics, pulled me down to hell!! Damnit! Whose fault is this?! Damnit! And who’s there to teach me when I don’t understand a thing? And see what I mean? Next year better hope I get a good physics teacher or else my time would be wasted on the crucial year.
No! now I don’t see why I should feel sad because this is what I deserved. Guess I will have to bear the terrible results till next year. And yes, next year I shall do better. No! NO!! Next year I shall be the BEST!
I am feeling damn pissed right now because I know somebody is laughing his head off!! At my failure!!!
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Saturday, November 1, 2008
|21:49|
OHMYGAWSH! Not again?! Yes, obviously, another blackout in my area. I think this is the fourth time within these two months. Then I started to think, what would happen if it happened during the exams term? Would I end up going to school without a single knowledge in my head? Would I sit for the paper whilst drawing craps and not doing the questions? Failed badly? Yes, any of the above mentioned is possible to happen if blackout did occur during exams term. Ask myself- why am I allowing all these to happen? I mean, why am I always study at the last minute? Sounds ironic aren’t it? Desperately wanting to achieve excellent results but don’t wanna sweat out for it. Things would be better off now if i had planned my time wisely. As for my Physics, would have made it if I tried to attempt some questions. Well, whatever. Don’t wanna think about it now. It just makes me feel even guiltier.So where was i? Blackout, right? Yes, I was watching TV and imagine my feeling at that moment- it’s the same as when you’re watching your favorite show, somebody turn it off, or rather, switch it to a different channel. I looked around me, it was even blacker than black as you can see in the picture (I shall refer blackness as darkness). Even the street lights are off- there’s no source of light or whatever you could possibly see it in the dark. Nothing was in sight. Somehow, my mom managed to get some candles in the kitchen and lit it up. (Wonder how she did it LOL).
I thought of how people have irrational fear of the dark. What is so frightening about darkness? What is so scary about darkness?
- Darkness strips off the light that our eyes have grown so accustomed to. When we cannot depend on sight, our minds lose a pillar that we can depend on and convince us that danger is up ahead. Fear implants itself at the back of our mind.
- Fears of the supernatural? - Ghost? Hantu? 鬼? Momok? Or whatever you name it. Our minds are programmed to response to certain things. When night falls, people around become frightened of the dark. Automatic thoughts are produced by our mind and tell us that we are supposed to be frightened and images of ghost flitted across our minds involuntarily and effortlessly.
- Due to parental influences? Parents who want to make sure their child stay still at one place, struck terror of dark into their child by telling tales of ‘momos’ and that harm will befall them if they wander off into the darkness at night.
Are you scared of something like this?
My friend, matt is one of them who scared of the momok, things like that. Ops blurted out his secret. Hope he doesn’t see this =)
Anyway, I was damn bored and wuliao so I took my camera out and took some photos.
Oh! What is that? 
Yeah, do take a closer look at the photos again, not bad huh? Can’t believe I am such a good photographer- A photographer who can snap photo anywhere, at anytime and under all circumstances- even if it’s in the dark. Buahahakakahaha! lame leh
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________