Saturday, July 30, 2011
Life's a train. Everything is a train.
The statement itself holds certain ambiguities. It could be just anything. Life's a training process. Looking at it this way, everything is trained for life. Studies is, sports is, music is, career, relationship, what else? your personality? even how your life is shaped out is a result of what you have been training yourself up to. When you are young, you are injected with belief that education is paramount. And so you begin to train yourself in that aspect, getting accustomed to the cliche "studying is important" and what-not, with hope that you could have better career options in the future. And you are probably coerced to train hard for a particular sports game, so that you would eventually get elected for the school team, and after which train much harder to grab titles for the school. You train your fingers for better guitar playing so that it could be much enjoyable, bearable and most importantly less complains from the family. You even train yourself everyday, to be more patient, to sleep early etc etc... That every little components of your life has been trained, so you have your lifestyles.
On the other hand, life could be a train too. The train that passengers aboard on, metaphorically. One thing leads to another. You miss this train you can't board the other, the outcome would be astonishingly different. Everything seems like a chance, an opportunity. To reach your final destination, you miss no chance, take no risk.
Life is like a train too, in the sense that everything happens in the blink of an eye, like a flash of lightning across the sky, like a cup of coffee being spilled, or a guitar strings being broken. Aiya, just everything happens too fast la, life goes on and goes very swiftly.
Putting 3 of this concepts together,
You get my current condition.
You are one step closer to your desired destination. You look around, time is passing too fast, and you don't have enough time to train. Left one month. Obviously it's not enough; You miss your chance, you waste your time, eventually this is what you got.
Ck, you're such a retard.
That's why I need to be steady. Steady. oh yeaaah! :D
I'm excited laa.. about meeting new friends and about going to uni life and all but at the same time I'm enjoying my life right now. I couldn't say I'm bored at home even though I thought I would be after stop working but this is not the case at all. Life's fun! Life's exciting! And Time seems to be pacing fast till I haven't had enough of it. I think I've been reiterating it for countless times already but who cares? This is my life. I do what I like. :D
I'm happy oright. Not sad and gloomy like some of you might think. I mean come on! Who doesn't know me enough to be capable of handling myself. It's oright. I know I'm passive sometimes, in fact most of the time. But hey, just Move on with life and Get over with the past. Past is great, but sometimes you just have to go along with the flow.
During this transition, I will prepare myself- physically, mentally and spiritually.
Fortunately, at the end of the day, I would usually still be thankful and grateful for what I am having. =)
As usual, Fb was much more congested compared to the upu website when something big is going on, like this one. Despite of the paramount occasion, I planned my day down town- Harry potter second and also the last part (hellooo ppl it's awesome go and watch) followed by swimming and such but as today we felt the need to maybe give ourselves a little celebration and with mr. chongdinghang ponteng-ing his job, they made complete reasons that it's time for the rangers to strike the Seoul Garden. Haha. The reason I referred ourselves as rangers is because we always turn up unintentionally wearing typical colours of shirt that symbolize the colour of power rangers. (finally lame stuffs appear rite lol).
Back to where I was, as I was happily watching the epic scene of the great harry potter fighting the dark lord voldermort with things flying here and there, I received a sms from people worth reading. Great, now got my mood turned off completely, I thought of all the possibilities being popped like bubbles. And when I looked up the screen, the dark lord voldermort has died within a second, with his flesh being torn apart, things flying here and there. I realized that the story was about to end. I realized of my own story. It ended there too. At that time. And here. And everywhere wherever my thoughts goes. They all Ended.
As I made my way out of the cinema, a little thought surfaced my mind- Well it never even started in the first place how could it has ended?
Side note, this place ends nicely too. Since I no longer have to stay in the dreamland longing and desiring for the dream from afar. Maybe it's time to change a new template? Aha. .
Nothing else to talk about. Bye~
=))
Even if it is, who gives a damn?
This is all but a post worthy of a mention. Though it did not come as a deliberate arrangement. Just this morning after I came back from clinic, I had a sudden idea between how and when it was going to be. But never did I know that this slight intention would ultimately lead me to our meeting. I called on my buddy aka matthew to come along with me.
Without any delay, we walked straight right into this shop. Honesty it was my first time, so naturally it's very rational to bring an expert along. After tactfully getting know each and everyone of them, and of course by knowing their price beforehand so as to prevent a hole on my wallet, it was then that I saw her inaugurally, she's so pretty! And just so sexy with her curve-shaped body! Her fine texture and complexion filled me immensely. And honestly speaking, I had a sudden impulse to grab on her and start touching her. But still there I was, stunned and as if roofed to the ground, staring and admiring her beauty for the first time.
There was another one beside her, obviously much more prettier, definitely sexier but looking at the price I've to pay, I completely ignored her. I'd been told that I wasn't supposed to touch her unless I really want her to be with me for the rest of my life and be responsible. I feel rejected.
Nevertheless, I requested for the one I'd first set my eyes upon. I began to touch her, from the neck slowly to the bottom. And slowly she began to sound. Hearing her beautiful and yet fulfilling sound, I squeezed her neck, and with all the efforts I could muster, I .... , subconscious for the time passed. My friend jolted me out to reality.
And so I made my decision, with the hard-earned money I've saved for the back few months, I claimed her to be mine. Picking up a few other accessories, I made my journey home happily.
Oh My DEAR, SQUIRE STRATOCASTER, my first electric guitar!!
I just can't wait to see you and bring you back tomorrow!
[oh thanks matt for ur expert opinions and all]
2. I was to stand outside giving out free longan drinks to anybody who passed by. After a long stand, an old man sitting on a wheelchair stopped the person who was bringing him and asked for free drinks when I approached them.
He said: "When young adults ask us to do something or offer something, don't let them to expect another disappointment. Give them hope. Sometimes a beacon of hope can inspire them and even bring upon something much bigger."
Wow.. deep. I was only offering longan drink.
3. I was doing the paying and was expecting a visa/master card from a customer when his 4-year-old daughter placed happily a card before his dad. WOW RICH family and guess what? A petrol card from the Petronas.
4. I never know there are small kids who have the natural talents of being waiters/waitresses. They go around the restaurant taking toothpicks, tissues, forks and spoons all by themselves.
5. A tips- Never be angry to anybody. Assume nobody has ever done anything wrong, whether they are customers or colleagues or the boss.
6. A tips- Boss is always right. You are always the loser.
7. A tips- There are all kinds of people in this world. Boaster, lier, annoying bastards, backstabber, framer, flatter-er, you name it. So don't give them your trust until you've seen their tails.
Well, this are pieces of my experience during work and at least what I can still remember. Will add on when I recall more. [No offends intended.]
1. During one of my servings, an old man put on his mr-wise-cap and gave strings of advices to me.
Oldman: "Why did you stop studying? Go la study, make yourself a better future, don't waste the chance because nowadays people who don't study just couldn't get any further. Education is important ....."
So I told him that I'm still studying and just waiting for results of the university intake.
Oldman: " oh is it?? what course u want to study?"
So I told him medic.
Oldman:"Then make sure you go to russia, or uk. They have one of the world's best medical education. Don't go india, my somebody is in India doing medic, dont go. Go for Russia... and Russia has this... Go RUSSIA.......RUSSIA... AND RUUSSIIIIIAAAA..."
Me:" Why India no good?"
Oldman:" You see when u step into India, you see dead corpses everywhere."
=.= Maybe that old man is a Russian.
Before they went out of the restaurant, each and everyone of their family members gave me the add-oil/gambateh/work harder hand signals and told me to jia you, ji xu nu li, du shu important. WTHHH! I noticed there were people watching and gave a small laugh. Had they misunderstood the whole meaning of it? SAD SIA...
|00:23|
Train.
Life's a train. Everything is a train.
The statement itself holds certain ambiguities. It could be just anything. Life's a training process. Looking at it this way, everything is trained for life. Studies is, sports is, music is, career, relationship, what else? your personality? even how your life is shaped out is a result of what you have been training yourself up to. When you are young, you are injected with belief that education is paramount. And so you begin to train yourself in that aspect, getting accustomed to the cliche "studying is important" and what-not, with hope that you could have better career options in the future. And you are probably coerced to train hard for a particular sports game, so that you would eventually get elected for the school team, and after which train much harder to grab titles for the school. You train your fingers for better guitar playing so that it could be much enjoyable, bearable and most importantly less complains from the family. You even train yourself everyday, to be more patient, to sleep early etc etc... That every little components of your life has been trained, so you have your lifestyles.
On the other hand, life could be a train too. The train that passengers aboard on, metaphorically. One thing leads to another. You miss this train you can't board the other, the outcome would be astonishingly different. Everything seems like a chance, an opportunity. To reach your final destination, you miss no chance, take no risk.
Life is like a train too, in the sense that everything happens in the blink of an eye, like a flash of lightning across the sky, like a cup of coffee being spilled, or a guitar strings being broken. Aiya, just everything happens too fast la, life goes on and goes very swiftly.
Putting 3 of this concepts together,
You get my current condition.
You are one step closer to your desired destination. You look around, time is passing too fast, and you don't have enough time to train. Left one month. Obviously it's not enough; You miss your chance, you waste your time, eventually this is what you got.
Ck, you're such a retard.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
|22:43|
The tone is in the fingers...
**
But I just can't get it right.**
sounds like a cat dying..
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Thursday, July 21, 2011
|02:03|
Gosh~ There are endless seas of updates from fb groups, ukm blogs, forum, jpa, ptptn... etc.etc.. So many updates from ukm, so many people commenting and spamming the walls, so many new friends, so many things need to be done-almost everything is about going to university. Everyone is getting excited. But wait, there's still one and a half month to go.
That's why I need to be steady. Steady. oh yeaaah! :D
I'm excited laa.. about meeting new friends and about going to uni life and all but at the same time I'm enjoying my life right now. I couldn't say I'm bored at home even though I thought I would be after stop working but this is not the case at all. Life's fun! Life's exciting! And Time seems to be pacing fast till I haven't had enough of it. I think I've been reiterating it for countless times already but who cares? This is my life. I do what I like. :D
I'm happy oright. Not sad and gloomy like some of you might think. I mean come on! Who doesn't know me enough to be capable of handling myself. It's oright. I know I'm passive sometimes, in fact most of the time. But hey, just Move on with life and Get over with the past. Past is great, but sometimes you just have to go along with the flow.
During this transition, I will prepare myself- physically, mentally and spiritually.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, July 15, 2011
|23:50|
As the title implies, I've got the offer from UKM to pursue my studies in medic. (well maybe u can't see it, see the title, but then most probably because it's purposely made that way hahaha) Anyhow, it's my second choice while my first being UM Medic which I've obviously failed to be in the list. Well honestly speaking, I feel kind of being dumped or rejected maybe because I'm just simply not good enough? Who doesn't want get first choice offer for upu? And speaking of which I'm not good enough, again I would always say that I hate it when I'm not good enough in something, just anything, not that I like to compare myself with others, but talk about the feeling of complex inferiority one would usually get.
Fortunately, at the end of the day, I would usually still be thankful and grateful for what I am having. =)
As usual, Fb was much more congested compared to the upu website when something big is going on, like this one. Despite of the paramount occasion, I planned my day down town- Harry potter second and also the last part (hellooo ppl it's awesome go and watch) followed by swimming and such but as today we felt the need to maybe give ourselves a little celebration and with mr. chongdinghang ponteng-ing his job, they made complete reasons that it's time for the rangers to strike the Seoul Garden. Haha. The reason I referred ourselves as rangers is because we always turn up unintentionally wearing typical colours of shirt that symbolize the colour of power rangers. (finally lame stuffs appear rite lol).
Back to where I was, as I was happily watching the epic scene of the great harry potter fighting the dark lord voldermort with things flying here and there, I received a sms from people worth reading. Great, now got my mood turned off completely, I thought of all the possibilities being popped like bubbles. And when I looked up the screen, the dark lord voldermort has died within a second, with his flesh being torn apart, things flying here and there. I realized that the story was about to end. I realized of my own story. It ended there too. At that time. And here. And everywhere wherever my thoughts goes. They all Ended.
As I made my way out of the cinema, a little thought surfaced my mind- Well it never even started in the first place how could it has ended?
Side note, this place ends nicely too. Since I no longer have to stay in the dreamland longing and desiring for the dream from afar. Maybe it's time to change a new template? Aha. .
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Thursday, July 14, 2011
|23:10|
Had my first awesome guitar jamming session with my friend. But obviously a quite failed attempt. HAHA! It was fun though really. But most importantly I think I'm motivated, to achieve more, to play good guitar, to gain more pain on my fingers. I must say I'm pretty impressed. hehe.
Nothing else to talk about. Bye~
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
|22:54|
What can I say?
Working my butt off from dawn till dusk for that one and a half month worth it all. =D
Working my butt off from dawn till dusk for that one and a half month worth it all. =D
=))
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
|23:39|
I intend to keep my hair long at least until the middle of August despite of the fact that it has grown much uglier and unruly now. [my hair has never even been nice anyway]
Even if it is, who gives a damn?
This is all but a post worthy of a mention. Though it did not come as a deliberate arrangement. Just this morning after I came back from clinic, I had a sudden idea between how and when it was going to be. But never did I know that this slight intention would ultimately lead me to our meeting. I called on my buddy aka matthew to come along with me.
Without any delay, we walked straight right into this shop. Honesty it was my first time, so naturally it's very rational to bring an expert along. After tactfully getting know each and everyone of them, and of course by knowing their price beforehand so as to prevent a hole on my wallet, it was then that I saw her inaugurally, she's so pretty! And just so sexy with her curve-shaped body! Her fine texture and complexion filled me immensely. And honestly speaking, I had a sudden impulse to grab on her and start touching her. But still there I was, stunned and as if roofed to the ground, staring and admiring her beauty for the first time.
There was another one beside her, obviously much more prettier, definitely sexier but looking at the price I've to pay, I completely ignored her. I'd been told that I wasn't supposed to touch her unless I really want her to be with me for the rest of my life and be responsible. I feel rejected.
Nevertheless, I requested for the one I'd first set my eyes upon. I began to touch her, from the neck slowly to the bottom. And slowly she began to sound. Hearing her beautiful and yet fulfilling sound, I squeezed her neck, and with all the efforts I could muster, I .... , subconscious for the time passed. My friend jolted me out to reality.
And so I made my decision, with the hard-earned money I've saved for the back few months, I claimed her to be mine. Picking up a few other accessories, I made my journey home happily.
Oh My DEAR, SQUIRE STRATOCASTER, my first electric guitar!!
I just can't wait to see you and bring you back tomorrow!
[oh thanks matt for ur expert opinions and all]
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, July 4, 2011
|01:20|
Had been working as a waiter with tang shi fu for 37 days before I resigned.
2. I was to stand outside giving out free longan drinks to anybody who passed by. After a long stand, an old man sitting on a wheelchair stopped the person who was bringing him and asked for free drinks when I approached them.
He said: "When young adults ask us to do something or offer something, don't let them to expect another disappointment. Give them hope. Sometimes a beacon of hope can inspire them and even bring upon something much bigger."
Wow.. deep. I was only offering longan drink.
3. I was doing the paying and was expecting a visa/master card from a customer when his 4-year-old daughter placed happily a card before his dad. WOW RICH family and guess what? A petrol card from the Petronas.
4. I never know there are small kids who have the natural talents of being waiters/waitresses. They go around the restaurant taking toothpicks, tissues, forks and spoons all by themselves.
5. A tips- Never be angry to anybody. Assume nobody has ever done anything wrong, whether they are customers or colleagues or the boss.
6. A tips- Boss is always right. You are always the loser.
7. A tips- There are all kinds of people in this world. Boaster, lier, annoying bastards, backstabber, framer, flatter-er, you name it. So don't give them your trust until you've seen their tails.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, July 1, 2011
|00:06|
Had been working as a waiter with tang shi fu for 37 days before I resigned.
Well, this are pieces of my experience during work and at least what I can still remember. Will add on when I recall more. [No offends intended.]
1. During one of my servings, an old man put on his mr-wise-cap and gave strings of advices to me.
Oldman: "Why did you stop studying? Go la study, make yourself a better future, don't waste the chance because nowadays people who don't study just couldn't get any further. Education is important ....."
So I told him that I'm still studying and just waiting for results of the university intake.
Oldman: " oh is it?? what course u want to study?"
So I told him medic.
Oldman:"Then make sure you go to russia, or uk. They have one of the world's best medical education. Don't go india, my somebody is in India doing medic, dont go. Go for Russia... and Russia has this... Go RUSSIA.......RUSSIA... AND RUUSSIIIIIAAAA..."
Me:" Why India no good?"
Oldman:" You see when u step into India, you see dead corpses everywhere."
=.= Maybe that old man is a Russian.
Before they went out of the restaurant, each and everyone of their family members gave me the add-oil/gambateh/work harder hand signals and told me to jia you, ji xu nu li, du shu important. WTHHH! I noticed there were people watching and gave a small laugh. Had they misunderstood the whole meaning of it? SAD SIA...
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________