Saturday, February 28, 2009
I simply detest people who think mindlessly that they know everything but in actual fact, they just know nothing! And this just show how naive, how ignorant, and how stupid they are. I simply despise people who look down on other people. I simply hate people who hurl hurtful comments at others without further contemplation. President so what? Good in sports so what? Means you can look down on other people? Means you can condemn people as you like? Post higher than people so what, means you can pump others? Post higher than people so what, means you can do as you like? Be sensitive, really, at least to the other party. Put yourself in other’s shoes and see how you would feel.
Hmph, Reflect peeps, authority is not meant to be abused; don’t do unto others what you don’t want others to do unto you. And again, true leaders don’t abuse their power to show their superiority. True leaders use their power for responsibilities. And get that into your head.
And responsibilities; it means getting a job done
And responsibilities; it means going the extra mile
And responsibilities; it means basic things like punctuality, asking when you are not sure
And responsibilities;it means sense of urgency
Be self-satisfied man. Oh well…
Physics lesson was interesting as usual. Well, the teacher never fail to motivate us from time to time and encourage us, but somehow I feel guilty for not putting his words into practice. Something I hate and detest about myself, always too stubborn and obstinate to change for the better, later future ruined how? Skipping to the bio class, I was blur as usual. I was called to the front of the class so that the teacher can ‘experiment’ me? To show all the bones position? Bones? I don’t know. It have been ages since I last paid attention to bio lessons. Nor did I know why teacher called me, maybe because I was doing homework at that time. Well, shan’t elaborate further. I don’t even know what was happening by then, or even now. *ahem.
Tossing that aside, frankly speaking during the school hours my mind was a little distracted by a trivial matter- whether I should join the calligraphy competition or not. I had wanted to change my mind cuz I was kinda lack the confidence to win. On second thought, joining just wouldn’t do any harm to me right? So, let’s see how well I would do. *wink. So yes, to tell the truth, it was 5 years back that I had my last training session.
*Looking down with my eyes closed, trying really hard to recall those lessons during my primary school years, on how to hold the calligraphy pen (no joke, I’ve seriously forgotten) ...Harder now, on how to produce a good piece of work with strong structure…. Few minutes later- Finally, took the calligraphy pen, hold it tight, started to write on a piece of paper and my first reaction was “What The Heck!!! Why is this thing so soft and tender to write?!” What I did is ‘sketching’! LOL. See what I mean? That is what going to happen if you do not practice something for a long time, even a mastered skill, in this case, at least.
After few minutes, bunches of people (my fans I would call them) were already gathered around me, kept saying how amazing and how nice my written words are. Wasn’t that my actual motive to join this competition? Wakakka. WELL, if you ask me I would say, my performance has dropped by 98.9% after 5 years, which I didn’t expect to still have the ability to attract fans in somewhat a relatively short time, like what happened years back. And I am surprised. Buakakaka. Come to think of it, what a perfect situation. As I sat there with my insides shaking, the people were looking at me with admiration. That long lost feeling is back. I felt great. People, you should really try this out man.
And we got the timetable for our monthly test which will be exactly one month away from now. Everyone is uber stressed. So am I, but I am not the normal kind of stress. I’m stressed over how un-stressed I am over the exam which I am supposed to be stress. Anyway, stress is part and parcel of life. Trying to avoid stress is to reject life. Stress and emo also 24hrs a day, stress and happy also 24hrs a day, Choose which one you wanna live lor =)
Oh yes, I would like to stress again that this year is a crucial year to me. So don’t ever come and discourage me, or simply just pinpointing out my kiasuness. I won’t be bothered at all, I won't.
Tossing that aside, I think I have a passion for pingpong, seriously! I don't play pingpong one day my hands will itch and my legs will rot and my eyes will sore and my throat will coarse and my head will roll and...and...and... AND. I need some training to fed my craving for pingpong!!! Can’t wait for the school pingpong training next week.
|11:50|
What is life?
I ain't talking about living things biologically here. I am talking about the life that people so used to talk about. But this is misleading. Some people just don't fathom the meaning of it. And they compare their life with one another just to let the other parties know that they have more life than the others, which is something so pointless and dumb until it doesn't make any sense at all. And when they coupled it with comments about people's life whilst trying to pry into it, it just makes the speaker looks unduly dumb and ignorant. Well, that's what I could say though I don't really mean it. But sometimes, you can't even stand them even it's just a few words babbled from their mouth. Guess there are just too few people who truly know and understand me.
So again, what's life? What do you mean by telling somebody to get a life?! Vague; Isn't it? And yet it can be so hurtful and offending. Please do think ahead before you say something that might offense people or hurt people's feeling. And what's the point of saying something that reflects back to you. See what I mean? What I am trying to tell is that when you study, it doesn't make you a person who has no life. No doubt that everyone is studying in this crucial term, and again, this doesn't mean everyone has no life, right? Even if you disagree with me, think about the students in the back classes just for an instance. Do you think they have life, lepaking, gaming, or simply fighting all day long? Is that what you think what life is? Now, think about doctors or any working people who work overnight, struggling hard to earn a living. Are they on the same par? Does that mean they have no life? The answers are patent enough. So, you pretty much get the idea of it.
Be more mature, really.
And Life isn't just about money.
And Life isn't just about parties all the time.
And Life isn't just about having no tuition at all.
And Life isn't just about skipping school or class.
Life, isn't just about having no homework to do.
Life, isn't just about that you don't have to mug.
Life, isn't just about being lazy.
Life, isn't just about enjoying whilst leaving everything else behind your head.
Well, at least that's what I think.
Do you agree with me now?
I ain't talking about living things biologically here. I am talking about the life that people so used to talk about. But this is misleading. Some people just don't fathom the meaning of it. And they compare their life with one another just to let the other parties know that they have more life than the others, which is something so pointless and dumb until it doesn't make any sense at all. And when they coupled it with comments about people's life whilst trying to pry into it, it just makes the speaker looks unduly dumb and ignorant. Well, that's what I could say though I don't really mean it. But sometimes, you can't even stand them even it's just a few words babbled from their mouth. Guess there are just too few people who truly know and understand me.
So again, what's life? What do you mean by telling somebody to get a life?! Vague; Isn't it? And yet it can be so hurtful and offending. Please do think ahead before you say something that might offense people or hurt people's feeling. And what's the point of saying something that reflects back to you. See what I mean? What I am trying to tell is that when you study, it doesn't make you a person who has no life. No doubt that everyone is studying in this crucial term, and again, this doesn't mean everyone has no life, right? Even if you disagree with me, think about the students in the back classes just for an instance. Do you think they have life, lepaking, gaming, or simply fighting all day long? Is that what you think what life is? Now, think about doctors or any working people who work overnight, struggling hard to earn a living. Are they on the same par? Does that mean they have no life? The answers are patent enough. So, you pretty much get the idea of it.
Be more mature, really.
And Life isn't just about money.
And Life isn't just about parties all the time.
And Life isn't just about having no tuition at all.
And Life isn't just about skipping school or class.
Life, isn't just about having no homework to do.
Life, isn't just about that you don't have to mug.
Life, isn't just about being lazy.
Life, isn't just about enjoying whilst leaving everything else behind your head.
Well, at least that's what I think.
Do you agree with me now?
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Saturday, February 21, 2009
|20:30|
From today onwards, all the students in 5sc1 will have to race against time. Because... History test is including all the form 4's chapters, and some form 5's. But we are only required to answer 20 OBJECTIVE QUESTIONS. Such madness... Not to mention other subjects wei ~
But I won't complain, because I know, I complained too much about having not enough time to prepare for the test/exam, which is quite annoying!
Wonder why whenever we are talking about test/exam, the biggest conflict would always be the same. It always dealt with time. Maybe it's just me. I don't know. But having trouble with it in almost every test/exam since form 2, I know how it works, I know how it works in such a stealthy manner, I know how it's so unpredictable. I know, I know, I know! But I just don't know how to manage it.
Well, it's two weeks+ away from now. But wait, I am going to Chess International competition for 2 days and 1 day for Sunway camp, which will take away 2 of my weekends! NOooo! I AM IN A FIX!
So as you can see, this is gonna be hard.. I mean impossible. Mr. Tam whispers "Time is running out" in the background. Haha.
But I won't complain, because I know, I complained too much about having not enough time to prepare for the test/exam, which is quite annoying!
Wonder why whenever we are talking about test/exam, the biggest conflict would always be the same. It always dealt with time. Maybe it's just me. I don't know. But having trouble with it in almost every test/exam since form 2, I know how it works, I know how it works in such a stealthy manner, I know how it's so unpredictable. I know, I know, I know! But I just don't know how to manage it.
Well, it's two weeks+ away from now. But wait, I am going to Chess International competition for 2 days and 1 day for Sunway camp, which will take away 2 of my weekends! NOooo! I AM IN A FIX!
So as you can see, this is gonna be hard.. I mean impossible. Mr. Tam whispers "Time is running out" in the background. Haha.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, February 20, 2009
|22:36|
I lost my school sinar magazine!!! I have searched frantically high and low for at least 2 and a half hours. And the results is- I am panting and sweating all over...
So I can't be bothered to do any of my homework, including my maths and bm. As you can see, i am now darn exhausted.
And one thing i have to mention.
I don't like rama at all. You know that it's not the ordinary kind of rama just by the word of it. It isn't as cute as you have thought. Either rama has something against me, or vice versa. Either way I detest doing sivic homework. ( i mean the subject which is unnecessary to us students) It just makes me feel uber dumb doing it.
I was suspecting that my magazine has grown legs.
Okay, lame. Off to sleep. bye.
So I can't be bothered to do any of my homework, including my maths and bm. As you can see, i am now darn exhausted.
And one thing i have to mention.
I don't like rama at all. You know that it's not the ordinary kind of rama just by the word of it. It isn't as cute as you have thought. Either rama has something against me, or vice versa. Either way I detest doing sivic homework. ( i mean the subject which is unnecessary to us students) It just makes me feel uber dumb doing it.
I was suspecting that my magazine has grown legs.
Okay, lame. Off to sleep. bye.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
|16:12|
me : Have you started your revision?
Somebody : yep... long time man..
me : Walauwei.. no wonder so long never go online ? Nowadays nobody online sial. (in casual note)
Somebody : Who ask you to go online? Ignorant kid! Think about your future lah. Form 5 already still main-main. You think what? Form 5 honeymoon year ah? Everyone is now working so DAMN HARD. What about you? What have you done for your academics so far?
me : Ermm...er.. nothing.
And that was it. I couldn't retort back. I was tongue-tied, by my own ignorance. I have been such an utter fool all these while. Though I have made it clear enough for myself to work hard, but when it comes to really sitting now and... study... I simply procrastinate the plan day after day, which is something I will never forgive myself. Looking at the way I am not studying now, it's time to activate plan B.
And plan B always works.
Somebody : yep... long time man..
me : Walauwei.. no wonder so long never go online ? Nowadays nobody online sial. (in casual note)
Somebody : Who ask you to go online? Ignorant kid! Think about your future lah. Form 5 already still main-main. You think what? Form 5 honeymoon year ah? Everyone is now working so DAMN HARD. What about you? What have you done for your academics so far?
me : Ermm...er.. nothing.
And that was it. I couldn't retort back. I was tongue-tied, by my own ignorance. I have been such an utter fool all these while. Though I have made it clear enough for myself to work hard, but when it comes to really sitting now and... study... I simply procrastinate the plan day after day, which is something I will never forgive myself. Looking at the way I am not studying now, it's time to activate plan B.
And plan B always works.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Sunday, February 15, 2009
|20:23|
Well, he is one of the people I admire and look up to in life. So yes, he is my favourite table tennis player. I like his style of playing. Damn cool. And one thing I found interesting in him is that he always managed to chase back the scores and always stay calm. Awesome man.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
|00:32|
Feeling pissed off, very; it’s only worsening. It’s not about academics results or what. Don’t come and ask me. infer for yourself if you are observant enough.
I simply detest people who think mindlessly that they know everything but in actual fact, they just know nothing! And this just show how naive, how ignorant, and how stupid they are. I simply despise people who look down on other people. I simply hate people who hurl hurtful comments at others without further contemplation. President so what? Good in sports so what? Means you can look down on other people? Means you can condemn people as you like? Post higher than people so what, means you can pump others? Post higher than people so what, means you can do as you like? Be sensitive, really, at least to the other party. Put yourself in other’s shoes and see how you would feel.
Hmph, Reflect peeps, authority is not meant to be abused; don’t do unto others what you don’t want others to do unto you. And again, true leaders don’t abuse their power to show their superiority. True leaders use their power for responsibilities. And get that into your head.
And responsibilities; it means getting a job done
And responsibilities; it means going the extra mile
And responsibilities; it means basic things like punctuality, asking when you are not sure
And responsibilities;it means sense of urgency
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Saturday, February 14, 2009
|14:29|
Sometimes, I wonder why I am such a blur person. Blur to the extent that I can be the blurrest guy you might have ever seen. Of all the people in the world, why? Why? WHY? WHY MEEE?? I don’t know what to think anymore. I don’t really want to post this, I don’t want, because I know I won’t be able to handle it, to face such weakness in me. I am so sick and tired, of being so blur, so sick and tired, of all the problems that it has caused me, so sick and tired, of all the teases around me. But it’s as though one part of me already and it’s deep in my subconscious.. Something I detest and yet, I seem to have the most of it. Worse still when it’s incurable. Wonder how long will I take to lose touch with reality because of it.
Be self-satisfied man. Oh well…
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Friday, February 13, 2009
|20:18|
Since I am waiting for my sister to come back from the airport and have nothing to do at this moment, I shall elaborate a little about today.
Physics lesson was interesting as usual. Well, the teacher never fail to motivate us from time to time and encourage us, but somehow I feel guilty for not putting his words into practice. Something I hate and detest about myself, always too stubborn and obstinate to change for the better, later future ruined how? Skipping to the bio class, I was blur as usual. I was called to the front of the class so that the teacher can ‘experiment’ me? To show all the bones position? Bones? I don’t know. It have been ages since I last paid attention to bio lessons. Nor did I know why teacher called me, maybe because I was doing homework at that time. Well, shan’t elaborate further. I don’t even know what was happening by then, or even now. *ahem.
Tossing that aside, frankly speaking during the school hours my mind was a little distracted by a trivial matter- whether I should join the calligraphy competition or not. I had wanted to change my mind cuz I was kinda lack the confidence to win. On second thought, joining just wouldn’t do any harm to me right? So, let’s see how well I would do. *wink. So yes, to tell the truth, it was 5 years back that I had my last training session.
*Looking down with my eyes closed, trying really hard to recall those lessons during my primary school years, on how to hold the calligraphy pen (no joke, I’ve seriously forgotten) ...Harder now, on how to produce a good piece of work with strong structure…. Few minutes later- Finally, took the calligraphy pen, hold it tight, started to write on a piece of paper and my first reaction was “What The Heck!!! Why is this thing so soft and tender to write?!” What I did is ‘sketching’! LOL. See what I mean? That is what going to happen if you do not practice something for a long time, even a mastered skill, in this case, at least.
After few minutes, bunches of people (my fans I would call them) were already gathered around me, kept saying how amazing and how nice my written words are. Wasn’t that my actual motive to join this competition? Wakakka. WELL, if you ask me I would say, my performance has dropped by 98.9% after 5 years, which I didn’t expect to still have the ability to attract fans in somewhat a relatively short time, like what happened years back. And I am surprised. Buakakaka. Come to think of it, what a perfect situation. As I sat there with my insides shaking, the people were looking at me with admiration. That long lost feeling is back. I felt great. People, you should really try this out man.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
|19:27|
Life is a river.
That's what most people would think. Okay, okay, I can go with that. Maybe life is a river. But who said that it's a river that flows smoothly and peacefully? There are times when the water turns violent, knocks you down, and laughs when you are drowning. What can you do then? Swim up to the surface.
Duh.
But there's a limit of disappointment in which one could take.
And I'm tired of swimming against the tide.
That's what most people would think. Okay, okay, I can go with that. Maybe life is a river. But who said that it's a river that flows smoothly and peacefully? There are times when the water turns violent, knocks you down, and laughs when you are drowning. What can you do then? Swim up to the surface.
Duh.
But there's a limit of disappointment in which one could take.
And I'm tired of swimming against the tide.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, February 9, 2009
|19:07|
School for today- AMAZING?? No? Yes! We’ve got a whole lot of homework to start on with. And if you do consider the amount of homework in the past, it’s really comparatively heavy, in the sense that you have to bring them home! But actually it wasn’t too much a homework lah, it’s just a little more. But yeah, after all the motivation from the physics teacher which will be of well and truly benefit to us, all the homeworks are just might as well be compared to our tiny legs’ hairs. Haha.
And we got the timetable for our monthly test which will be exactly one month away from now. Everyone is uber stressed. So am I, but I am not the normal kind of stress. I’m stressed over how un-stressed I am over the exam which I am supposed to be stress. Anyway, stress is part and parcel of life. Trying to avoid stress is to reject life. Stress and emo also 24hrs a day, stress and happy also 24hrs a day, Choose which one you wanna live lor =)
Oh yes, I would like to stress again that this year is a crucial year to me. So don’t ever come and discourage me, or simply just pinpointing out my kiasuness. I won’t be bothered at all, I won't.
Tossing that aside, I think I have a passion for pingpong, seriously! I don't play pingpong one day my hands will itch and my legs will rot and my eyes will sore and my throat will coarse and my head will roll and...and...and... AND. I need some training to fed my craving for pingpong!!! Can’t wait for the school pingpong training next week.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Sunday, February 8, 2009
|15:25|
Planning is essential. Always keep ahead of others. Always plan ahead. Don't ignore any minor details. Say no to being unprepared.
Organisation and neatness is key. If you can't get yourself organised, OR, you come and mess up my area, get lost. I hate messy stuff.
Vulgarities are obscene. It's not cool but rather rude. I am against it because all the crude terms just shows your real self. Though sometimes I tend to let myself slip tongue but I am minimising the amount of bad words I am using; Please follow suit.
Determination is a must. Irresolution will guarantee failure.
Time management is crucial. Please don't waste my time. Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but it matters to ME, and whilst you are at it, you are killing your own time.
Organisation and neatness is key. If you can't get yourself organised, OR, you come and mess up my area, get lost. I hate messy stuff.
Vulgarities are obscene. It's not cool but rather rude. I am against it because all the crude terms just shows your real self. Though sometimes I tend to let myself slip tongue but I am minimising the amount of bad words I am using; Please follow suit.
Determination is a must. Irresolution will guarantee failure.
Time management is crucial. Please don't waste my time. Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but it matters to ME, and whilst you are at it, you are killing your own time.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Thursday, February 5, 2009
|17:53|
Anybody knows what tastes best?
Let me tell you, to kill your enemies in the real match and see them suffer in pain!
Well, I had just knocked some players out and seriously I tell you, nothing beats the feeling when you won them in straight sets and more especially when they had thought they were going through some easy, cheaplak player, and were planning all the way through to the quarter finals without YOU.
It felt really satisfying to prove these people wrong, don't you think?
But obviously, I ain’t feeling good at all. It’s all damn stupid, it’s so dumb you think nobody will actually commit these mistakes. Yet, like smacking ourselves on our own cheeks, people JUST make mistakes. And the more I think about it, the more pissed I become.
And when we point the word ‘useless’ towards people, you and I, we know who comes to mind. WHY? WHY DO I HAVE TO TOLERATE THIS…THIS RIDICULOUS SPOILT..whatever. My ire, I presume is enough to boil an egg just by the thoughts. So let’s skip this topic. No words could ever express the uselessness, except for ‘useless’.
EFFORT
No need for elaboration. You and I, we all know how much effort people put into their work these days. It’s another wonder things even work. Sorry to the people who actually put in effort, you’re an exception. I don’t know what to say now. I don’t know what to do now. Somebody just made me feel damn upset and disappointed, we could have won. BELIEVE IT, WE COULD HAVE WON THE YOK BIN'S TEAM!! AND AFTER WHICH HOPE WOULD BE MUCH HIGHER TO GO INTO THE FINALS!! COME ON! This was more than we had expected but.. WHY? What is the point of showing off but then lost? We got knocked out because of you! Bloody spoiler man~ His name will not be mentioned here because he's just an ignorant and idiotic kid not worth mentioning. [That bloody kid went cc to play dota during the break - .-']
So let’s begin with my MSSM Pingpong part 1. Obviously there will be no part 2. I think you all know de. You think so easy meh?
I did the best I ever did before in the group competition but it was way too late for us to chase back because by then it was already 3-1, which means, we lost, without the last match which was quite a confident match for us. Derrick, if you are planning for the next year competition, you know what to do.
On my individual competition, it started just well enough! I won the first and second round with straight sets!! I never thought I could go this far to the quarter finals. Too close yet so far. Just when I was one step closer to the semifinals, just when I could see a thin ray of hope ahead of me, and just before I could feel the sense of accomplishment of breaking a new history in our school, I was facing a yokbin's player and a little grey hopelessness settled on me instantly. It was not expected, it was a historic moment but every attacks from me seemed to boomerang back and hopelessly, I was defeated. And yes, mind you, his father is a pingpong coach. I tried to give it some fight but let’s face it, I can’t beat the state player without professional training and don't forget that I am still considered as the beginner. I was devastated though. But if I were to lose to somebody, I would rather lose to some accomplished player.
So, that’s how it went. Something so nostalgic to me ended in such a great disappointment. It was rather ironical because it was such a great experience and I really enjoy the competition despite the disappointing part. But let's face it, I will never be able to join such competition again.
P.S.
Thanks derrick for all the training at your house and all the others who had supported me along, a thousand words cannot express my gratitude and appreciation.
Let me tell you, to kill your enemies in the real match and see them suffer in pain!
Well, I had just knocked some players out and seriously I tell you, nothing beats the feeling when you won them in straight sets and more especially when they had thought they were going through some easy, cheaplak player, and were planning all the way through to the quarter finals without YOU.
It felt really satisfying to prove these people wrong, don't you think?
But obviously, I ain’t feeling good at all. It’s all damn stupid, it’s so dumb you think nobody will actually commit these mistakes. Yet, like smacking ourselves on our own cheeks, people JUST make mistakes. And the more I think about it, the more pissed I become.
And when we point the word ‘useless’ towards people, you and I, we know who comes to mind. WHY? WHY DO I HAVE TO TOLERATE THIS…THIS RIDICULOUS SPOILT..whatever. My ire, I presume is enough to boil an egg just by the thoughts. So let’s skip this topic. No words could ever express the uselessness, except for ‘useless’.
EFFORT
No need for elaboration. You and I, we all know how much effort people put into their work these days. It’s another wonder things even work. Sorry to the people who actually put in effort, you’re an exception. I don’t know what to say now. I don’t know what to do now. Somebody just made me feel damn upset and disappointed, we could have won. BELIEVE IT, WE COULD HAVE WON THE YOK BIN'S TEAM!! AND AFTER WHICH HOPE WOULD BE MUCH HIGHER TO GO INTO THE FINALS!! COME ON! This was more than we had expected but.. WHY? What is the point of showing off but then lost? We got knocked out because of you! Bloody spoiler man~ His name will not be mentioned here because he's just an ignorant and idiotic kid not worth mentioning. [That bloody kid went cc to play dota during the break - .-']
So let’s begin with my MSSM Pingpong part 1. Obviously there will be no part 2. I think you all know de. You think so easy meh?
I did the best I ever did before in the group competition but it was way too late for us to chase back because by then it was already 3-1, which means, we lost, without the last match which was quite a confident match for us. Derrick, if you are planning for the next year competition, you know what to do.
On my individual competition, it started just well enough! I won the first and second round with straight sets!! I never thought I could go this far to the quarter finals. Too close yet so far. Just when I was one step closer to the semifinals, just when I could see a thin ray of hope ahead of me, and just before I could feel the sense of accomplishment of breaking a new history in our school, I was facing a yokbin's player and a little grey hopelessness settled on me instantly. It was not expected, it was a historic moment but every attacks from me seemed to boomerang back and hopelessly, I was defeated. And yes, mind you, his father is a pingpong coach. I tried to give it some fight but let’s face it, I can’t beat the state player without professional training and don't forget that I am still considered as the beginner. I was devastated though. But if I were to lose to somebody, I would rather lose to some accomplished player.
So, that’s how it went. Something so nostalgic to me ended in such a great disappointment. It was rather ironical because it was such a great experience and I really enjoy the competition despite the disappointing part. But let's face it, I will never be able to join such competition again.
P.S.
Thanks derrick for all the training at your house and all the others who had supported me along, a thousand words cannot express my gratitude and appreciation.
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________
Monday, February 2, 2009
|15:44|
2 and a half weeks Left
Trained enthusiastically. Excited And...and.. yeah babe! I am going to kill all those noob players out there!!! Bwahahhaa!
2 weeks Left
Still feverish. But who cares? I am so great. And I am so proud of myself. Lalalala~
1 and a half week Left
Slack a bit though. Aiyah, sure knocked out in the first few set one lar. Yet, I still went for training, maybe, perhaps just maybe, I could beat a few players flat!! [Mission possible, partially]
1 week Left
Hell, how well do you expect me to perform. I'm just an ordinary player who had merely learned how to play last year. Please have mercy to a beginner player like me. [Mission Impossible] X_X
Relak ah.
Few days Left
Die lah. Starting to worry already.
So,
Tomorrow is the day!
But now, hope is completely GONE.
Wait, don't wish me luck, cuz only the unprepared will include LUCK in his strategy hehehe. Let's see if I can reach the consistency of getting scores above 5. LOL.
But Hey Mann, after all the strenuous training I have undergone, I can now finally say aloud that
I Am Too Damnnn Confident to... lose :'(
Trained enthusiastically. Excited And...and.. yeah babe! I am going to kill all those noob players out there!!! Bwahahhaa!
2 weeks Left
Still feverish. But who cares? I am so great. And I am so proud of myself. Lalalala~
1 and a half week Left
Slack a bit though. Aiyah, sure knocked out in the first few set one lar. Yet, I still went for training, maybe, perhaps just maybe, I could beat a few players flat!! [Mission possible, partially]
1 week Left
Hell, how well do you expect me to perform. I'm just an ordinary player who had merely learned how to play last year. Please have mercy to a beginner player like me. [Mission Impossible] X_X
Relak ah.
Few days Left
Die lah. Starting to worry already.
So,
Tomorrow is the day!
But now, hope is completely GONE.
Wait, don't wish me luck, cuz only the unprepared will include LUCK in his strategy hehehe. Let's see if I can reach the consistency of getting scores above 5. LOL.
But Hey Mann, after all the strenuous training I have undergone, I can now finally say aloud that
I Am Too Damnnn Confident to... lose :'(
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________