Saturday, November 1, 2008
OHMYGAWSH! Not again?! Yes, obviously, another blackout in my area. I think this is the fourth time within these two months. Then I started to think, what would happen if it happened during the exams term? Would I end up going to school without a single knowledge in my head? Would I sit for the paper whilst drawing craps and not doing the questions? Failed badly? Yes, any of the above mentioned is possible to happen if blackout did occur during exams term. Ask myself- why am I allowing all these to happen? I mean, why am I always study at the last minute? Sounds ironic aren’t it? Desperately wanting to achieve excellent results but don’t wanna sweat out for it. Things would be better off now if i had planned my time wisely. As for my Physics, would have made it if I tried to attempt some questions. Well, whatever. Don’t wanna think about it now. It just makes me feel even guiltier.
So where was i? Blackout, right? Yes, I was watching TV and imagine my feeling at that moment- it’s the same as when you’re watching your favorite show, somebody turn it off, or rather, switch it to a different channel. I looked around me, it was even blacker than black as you can see in the picture (I shall refer blackness as darkness). Even the street lights are off- there’s no source of light or whatever you could possibly see it in the dark. Nothing was in sight. Somehow, my mom managed to get some candles in the kitchen and lit it up. (Wonder how she did it LOL).
Oh! What is that? 
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OHMYGAWSH! Not again?! Yes, obviously, another blackout in my area. I think this is the fourth time within these two months. Then I started to think, what would happen if it happened during the exams term? Would I end up going to school without a single knowledge in my head? Would I sit for the paper whilst drawing craps and not doing the questions? Failed badly? Yes, any of the above mentioned is possible to happen if blackout did occur during exams term. Ask myself- why am I allowing all these to happen? I mean, why am I always study at the last minute? Sounds ironic aren’t it? Desperately wanting to achieve excellent results but don’t wanna sweat out for it. Things would be better off now if i had planned my time wisely. As for my Physics, would have made it if I tried to attempt some questions. Well, whatever. Don’t wanna think about it now. It just makes me feel even guiltier.So where was i? Blackout, right? Yes, I was watching TV and imagine my feeling at that moment- it’s the same as when you’re watching your favorite show, somebody turn it off, or rather, switch it to a different channel. I looked around me, it was even blacker than black as you can see in the picture (I shall refer blackness as darkness). Even the street lights are off- there’s no source of light or whatever you could possibly see it in the dark. Nothing was in sight. Somehow, my mom managed to get some candles in the kitchen and lit it up. (Wonder how she did it LOL).
I thought of how people have irrational fear of the dark. What is so frightening about darkness? What is so scary about darkness?
- Darkness strips off the light that our eyes have grown so accustomed to. When we cannot depend on sight, our minds lose a pillar that we can depend on and convince us that danger is up ahead. Fear implants itself at the back of our mind.
- Fears of the supernatural? - Ghost? Hantu? 鬼? Momok? Or whatever you name it. Our minds are programmed to response to certain things. When night falls, people around become frightened of the dark. Automatic thoughts are produced by our mind and tell us that we are supposed to be frightened and images of ghost flitted across our minds involuntarily and effortlessly.
- Due to parental influences? Parents who want to make sure their child stay still at one place, struck terror of dark into their child by telling tales of ‘momos’ and that harm will befall them if they wander off into the darkness at night.
Are you scared of something like this?
My friend, matt is one of them who scared of the momok, things like that. Ops blurted out his secret. Hope he doesn’t see this =)
Anyway, I was damn bored and wuliao so I took my camera out and took some photos.
Oh! What is that? 
Yeah, do take a closer look at the photos again, not bad huh? Can’t believe I am such a good photographer- A photographer who can snap photo anywhere, at anytime and under all circumstances- even if it’s in the dark. Buahahakakahaha! lame leh
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________