Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Secondly, frankly speaking, have anyone wondered whether the world is only what you SEE it is? Meaning, only what I see exists, what I don’t, don’t exist, when I look infront, those things behind me vanishes etc. Basically this idea bases the world revolving around you. Nice right? Only what you see exists.
Sadly, this aint no case. Everything in this world is connected. I really think it is. Like, when you punch the wall your fist hurts; the wall also hurts right…but since the wall cannot feel pain, somewhere in the world somebody will get hurt. Yar, something like that la. Everyday in this world is also connected. What you have done today will make a different to your tomorrow, or even, change your life forever. You just walked into my life for the first time and then vanishing on the day that follows. What the heck, I think my mind is playing its ridiculous tricks on me…
Don’t think side way...
Thirdly, I think I am really into changing into a diligent person, considering how hardworking I am to finish my homework. : P Well, for 1 and a half week, at least. So yes, for that I received comments from some people saying that I am kiasu. Correction- almost everyone in class. Speaking about kiasu, let me ask, am I really a kiasu fellow? Wait, stop stop, and don’t think further, okok I admit. But what is it often considered notorious for a person to be said kiasu. I mean, is that really a negative terms to describe a person who is scared to lose something? I doubt you would ever think about that. But if you really come to think of it, it’s actually nothing wrong being kiasu. I know, it’s hard sometimes, when emotions are strong and people around simply can’t stand with it. Bear with me ok? Try to understand me… I am still in the midst of working towards optimism and steadiness. And what I wrote in my to-do list isn’t as serious as you think, matt. I was just trying to bangkitkan semangkat. Blekblek :P
Suddenly think of something really funny. Mann! what’s is your first reaction when you find something touches your lip when you are drinking water in ur bottle and then find out that there's a honeystar? Hahaha. LOL! Then the following day is that lots of potatoes underneath your pencil box. Wahaha… laugh until bohgeh man. Don’t come whack me or scold me stupid or pinch me. =D
"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." —Mark Twain
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Firstly, I realise that I have a bad habit of going out in the evening. Not that I am free enough to go out, there are piles of homework waiting for me to finish them, lot of things need to be done (exaggerated). Cuz outside there is no ceiling; there is no walls, no sight of homework, no limit of emotions in which you can release. And in just that instant, you could forget everything that’s in your mind, anything that is bothering you, or anything that throws you into the depression state. Well, if you know what I mean. Also, taking this opportunity, Thanks derrick! For providing a pingpong training centre in your house lol.
Secondly, frankly speaking, have anyone wondered whether the world is only what you SEE it is? Meaning, only what I see exists, what I don’t, don’t exist, when I look infront, those things behind me vanishes etc. Basically this idea bases the world revolving around you. Nice right? Only what you see exists.
Sadly, this aint no case. Everything in this world is connected. I really think it is. Like, when you punch the wall your fist hurts; the wall also hurts right…but since the wall cannot feel pain, somewhere in the world somebody will get hurt. Yar, something like that la. Everyday in this world is also connected. What you have done today will make a different to your tomorrow, or even, change your life forever. You just walked into my life for the first time and then vanishing on the day that follows. What the heck, I think my mind is playing its ridiculous tricks on me…
Don’t think side way...
Thirdly, I think I am really into changing into a diligent person, considering how hardworking I am to finish my homework. : P Well, for 1 and a half week, at least. So yes, for that I received comments from some people saying that I am kiasu. Correction- almost everyone in class. Speaking about kiasu, let me ask, am I really a kiasu fellow? Wait, stop stop, and don’t think further, okok I admit. But what is it often considered notorious for a person to be said kiasu. I mean, is that really a negative terms to describe a person who is scared to lose something? I doubt you would ever think about that. But if you really come to think of it, it’s actually nothing wrong being kiasu. I know, it’s hard sometimes, when emotions are strong and people around simply can’t stand with it. Bear with me ok? Try to understand me… I am still in the midst of working towards optimism and steadiness. And what I wrote in my to-do list isn’t as serious as you think, matt. I was just trying to bangkitkan semangkat. Blekblek :P
Suddenly think of something really funny. Mann! what’s is your first reaction when you find something touches your lip when you are drinking water in ur bottle and then find out that there's a honeystar? Hahaha. LOL! Then the following day is that lots of potatoes underneath your pencil box. Wahaha… laugh until bohgeh man. Don’t come whack me or scold me stupid or pinch me. =D
"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." —Mark Twain
I still remember my dream. The one and only one. _________________________________________________