Anybody knows what tastes best?

Let me tell you, to kill your enemies in the real match and see them suffer in pain!

Well, I had just knocked some players out and seriously I tell you, nothing beats the feeling when you won them in straight sets and more especially when they had thought they were going through some easy, cheaplak player, and were planning all the way through to the quarter finals without YOU.

It felt really satisfying to prove these people wrong, don't you think?

But obviously, I ain’t feeling good at all. It’s all damn stupid, it’s so dumb you think nobody will actually commit these mistakes. Yet, like smacking ourselves on our own cheeks, people JUST make mistakes. And the more I think about it, the more pissed I become.

And when we point the word ‘useless’ towards people, you and I, we know who comes to mind. WHY? WHY DO I HAVE TO TOLERATE THIS…THIS RIDICULOUS SPOILT..whatever. My ire, I presume is enough to boil an egg just by the thoughts. So let’s skip this topic. No words could ever express the uselessness, except for ‘useless’.

EFFORT

No need for elaboration. You and I, we all know how much effort people put into their work these days. It’s another wonder things even work. Sorry to the people who actually put in effort, you’re an exception. I don’t know what to say now. I don’t know what to do now. Somebody just made me feel damn upset and disappointed, we could have won. BELIEVE IT, WE COULD HAVE WON THE YOK BIN'S TEAM!! AND AFTER WHICH HOPE WOULD BE MUCH HIGHER TO GO INTO THE FINALS!! COME ON! This was more than we had expected but.. WHY? What is the point of showing off but then lost? We got knocked out because of you! Bloody spoiler man~ His name will not be mentioned here because he's just an ignorant and idiotic kid not worth mentioning. [That bloody kid went cc to play dota during the break - .-']

So let’s begin with my MSSM Pingpong part 1. Obviously there will be no part 2. I think you all know de. You think so easy meh?

I did the best I ever did before in the group competition but it was way too late for us to chase back because by then it was already 3-1, which means, we lost, without the last match which was quite a confident match for us. Derrick, if you are planning for the next year competition, you know what to do.

On my individual competition, it started just well enough! I won the first and second round with straight sets!! I never thought I could go this far to the quarter finals. Too close yet so far. Just when I was one step closer to the semifinals, just when I could see a thin ray of hope ahead of me, and just before I could feel the sense of accomplishment of breaking a new history in our school, I was facing a yokbin's player and a little grey hopelessness settled on me instantly. It was not expected, it was a historic moment but every attacks from me seemed to boomerang back and hopelessly, I was defeated. And yes, mind you, his father is a pingpong coach. I tried to give it some fight but let’s face it, I can’t beat the state player without professional training and don't forget that I am still considered as the beginner. I was devastated though. But if I were to lose to somebody, I would rather lose to some accomplished player.

So, that’s how it went. Something so nostalgic to me ended in such a great disappointment. It was rather ironical because it was such a great experience and I really enjoy the competition despite the disappointing part. But let's face it, I will never be able to join such competition again.

P.S.
Thanks derrick for all the training at your house and all the others who had supported me along, a thousand words cannot express my gratitude and appreciation.